Gulp, SwallowMemoiric essays on who we were and how we have changed. What happens when who you are is different to who you imagined you'd be? When her son was three, Brooke Boland was diagnosed with depression. She went back to find where it all started the panic attacks, the dissociation in the early days of motherhood. When she found it difficult to read or write. In this wide ranging collection of essays Boland moves on from the person she was and writes to