Standing on my Brother's ShouldersA suicide loss survivor tells her story. Standing on my Brother's Shoulders by Tara Lal recounts her childhood, which was battered by her father's mental illness and her mother's death when she was thirteen. Caught up in grief and despair, she developed a deep, caring bond with her charismatic and kind older brother Adam, who struggled silently with growing anxiety and depression. Four years after their mother's death, Adam committed suicide. Grief