Falling out of HeavenHauntingly told and emotionally charged, this is an immense story of consuming addiction and the betrayal of trust. 'I knew that the black dot of pain that lay in the centre of his eyes also lay in mine, and that it was a stain that no amount of washing or praying could shift. I think of my loneliness, how it coils around the centre of my being like a long thread of steel and realise that my father must have been the same, he stood on the outside of